Sunday, July 19, 2009

i don't know.

I can't help but feel there is something missing. As if everything I stand for doesn't have ground. Like I'm stepping on hot rocks until I find my destination. I can't stop thinking that if something else leaves my life I'm going to be balancing on rope of complete failure. I'm looking for signs to tell me what to do, but they never prove a point, they are arrows leading into one direction. A direction I'm yet to find. I'm guessing, I'm thinking, I'm wondering what am I supposed to be doing? Where am I meant to go? I want but I can't get. I dream but I can't live it. I'm in an unknown place that I can't escape, my body is warning me to leave before I'm caught up but I can't. I feel something here, either it be a sense of comfort or just warmth. This unknown place brings something other than unhappiness. I just want a way out, I'm over feeling a passion towards fear. I'm so lost, I'm so confused, I'm so I don't know.

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