sickness and moods.

Complex...what wonderful words to explain my persona or how to start a blog. It is exactly how I am feeling at this moment of time. I feel confused, complex and content. The three C's which I'm contemplating are good or bad. What simple words to turn too...yet how small and erratic they seem to be, they can explain detail down to the core. For example if somebody was to say "how are you", and regardless if your an aspiring journlist or the most detailed writer to ever exist, anybody can say "I'm good". This moment in time...I'm not good, I am inbetween. I'm drained and ill. I cannot stand being ill, especially what i am facing at the moment, A cold. I am resenting whomever spread this awful sickness along to my body. It has inticed my body in the past few days resulting in my voice becoming non-existent. But like people in my life, colds come and go like rain and sunshine. It will pass and so will my complex mood.